qiela awal awal dah ketuk aku pasal bende ni tp still degil . sis marsha said the same thing but still degil , yuva said the same thing but still degil smpi laa aku kene perkataan 'bodoh' drpd abg fadhli , baru laa aku buat keputusan . bukan aku taknak dengar cakap member but sometimes we need our own time to think about it & make sure that we dont regret with our choices.
after the broke up part , agak kecewa juga laa & susah nak terima hakikat but then i realised something. maybe being a single girl is the best way for me. im not a school student anymore , im going to be a uni student in the future & i need to focused on getting 4 flat in my examination.
hidup kat dunia ni bukannye mcm kita tengok kat tv . a girl meet a boy & those magical kiss & finally they live happily ever after . BULLSHIT ! hidup kalau takde dugaan & takde ups & downs bukan hidup namanya . ada satu ayat mengatakan , tidaklah seseorang itu beriman sebelum dia di uji dan Allah takkan menguji seseorang itu lebih drpd apa kemampuannya :)
apart from all , i didnt mention nama abg kimin . act , abg kimin taktahu psl bende ni .. dia tahu bab aku couple tp dia taktahu bab aku putus . sengaja taknak bagitau . since sekolah pon nak bukak , aku taknak bebankan fikiran dia . biarlah dia dgn keje keje dia . im still loving you ABANG <3
after apa yg belaku , it thought me a lesson .. not to trust someone so much cause ur not going to gain anything. sometimes people will become MOST STUPIDEST PERSON when they are dealing with LOVE. CINTA itu tak buta tp manusia tu yg jadi buta bila berhadapan dengan cinta . the fun part is , kita boleh nasihat orang like hell . . tp bila kene kat batang hidung sendiri , terasa mcm layak duduk kat icu jea :'(
i dont know whats going to happen next . the most important thing is my parents, my family, my friends & also my abang kimin are always under His protection ;)
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